Betrayal
Such simple words with such a heavy meaning..
Betrayal can be used to describe my whole existence, since I was forced
into the world.
An uninvited and unloved child, never meant to fit in anywhere.
My mother was an Omega in the Hungulun pack.
She had jet black hair that fell just above her waist. Her skin was a rich mocha and she had perfect green eyes. I've heard that they were the deepest emerald and looking into them was like looking into heaven itself. It was thought Aphrodite herself came and bestowed her blessings upon my mother ..
She was a beautiful dark brown wolf with white fur coated just under her belly or so I've been told.
I've never met my mother because she died giving birth to me..
Wolves who have pups that are not by their mate are more at risk for complications, It's rare that the pups even make it to birth,but those few who have usually died immediately after..
my mother was rape and beaten by a rough wolf leading to an unwanted complicated pregnancy..
The rough wolf had killed her mate when he attempted to save her, leaving her and her wolf broken..
Shattering a mate bond is worse than death,they say it's comparable to being stabbed with 100th knives that have been coated in wolfsbane..
Immediate, intense pain follows with a slow antagonising burn that consumes your soul..
Shifting back into her human form my mother screams pierced the night sky. Clutching in to her dead mate,she sat frozen in shock..
The rough wolf stalked his prey, watching her with his hollow amber eyes, waiting for the moment to attract..
A deep growled escapes from his chest,he shifted out of his wolf form and in that very same second the sky began to weep for the event to take place..
The deranged man grabbed onto the woman lying in front of him, that is when he sealed his fate with her and to me..
She attempted to kill her pup by taking her own life but her wolf was stronger than the human side and would not allow it. Five agonizing months later; I, Victoria Amber,by no choice of my own, joined the cruel world..
My beautiful mother could not handle the shame that would be followed after my birth, so, while her wolf was weak from the delivery, she successfully returned back to our Moon Goddess and to her mate, the man I wish to be my father..
The complicated pregnancy cause me to be smaller than the average pup, so naturally everyone thought I was a burden to the pack. A disease that was plaguing the pack and from that day onwards I would never be accepted or loved..
In the history of our pack and those in America, there has never been a successful, documented live births of a bastard pup born from a mate she-wolf. I am the first and probably only pup that survived being born by a man who wasn't mate to my mother.
I don't know why the Moon Goddess picked me,why she let me survive and my mother had to leave. I wish my fate could be anything other than being born into such a cruel pack..
