"Mom, look at that filthy little bitch, we can get rid of her forever from now on!" I was doing the dishes, when I heard my step sister Thana and my stepmother Ann talk about me again.
"That's right Thana, she's already 20 years old but still hasn't developed her wolf yet. That's an embarrassment for our whole family, so your father wanted to kick her out from our family since a long time ago."I clenched my fist, and my nails embedded into my palm, but I didn't even feel the pain. My heart had been scarred by countless things, so the physical pain didn't matter to me at all.
From now on, I would become an omega, and I had been expelled from my pack.
Since I was born, I've never been accepted by my famliy. As a werewolf, I didn't get my wolf at age 16 like everyone else did. For that reason, I had been blamed, taunted and humiliated by my stepmother – Ann West, as well as her daughter - Thana Green, who hated me since she was born, and of course, my father Luther Green, the greatest Gamma of Blue Moon pack, who also saw me as a disgrace.
This was what made me sad the most. After my mother died, he was my only family left and he was the person I cared about the most though he didn't really care about me.
My mother wasn't his mate, so he didn't have much affection for me either.
But I still wished that one day he would treat me like how he had tteated my stepsister Thana.
"Don't worry, mom. Daddy will abandon her for sure this time."
Thana said to her mother smugly, without a trace of pity, as if she was not talking about her sister, but an irrelevant person.
I squeezed the dishcloth tightly and let the water fill up the sink.
This, was my family.
"Of course, he would. She defiled the whole pack, and no one would care even if she dies in this room right now."
My stepmother affirmed that, as my father's mate. In addition, my father had no affection for me.
"Maybe she will be disfigured by me before daddy even comes…" She said, as she suddenly came over and pinched my face hard, "Ah!" I was startled by her sudden action, and my face felt hot with pain.
Thana's words were so vicious, and I really wanted to slap her if I could, but I couldn't. Thana had her own wolf long time ago. If I fought against her, it would be me who would be accused of starting a fight, " Daddy will expel you tomorrow, and you'll be working hard in the pack-house like the other Omegas!" Thana said triumphantly, "What's the use of your face then?" She stretched out her pointy nails towards my face.
"No!" I backed away in fear, and because I was so anxious to cover my face, I splashed her with water.
"You bitch!" Thana gritted her teeth at me when I noticed her twinkling brown pupils, her wolf eyes. Although Thana was strong among the SheWolves at her age, she had a problem: she was not good at controlling her emotions, and her wolf could control her instead easily.
"Don't, listen to me," her mother hurriedly stopped her, "no need to be angry with an Omega, she's going to face so much trouble out there once she loses protection from our pack. Let's just keep her pretty face safe and sound, and we'll wait and see."
"You're right, mom." Thana struggled to control herself, holding back her anger, and her eyes finally returned to be normal.
I kept my eyes closed and waited until their footsteps disappeared.
My body was shaking. Not because I was scared of what they said, or the torment they gave me, but because I was just angry at the women who just humiliated me, the girl that was talking to me– my stepsister Thana, and my father who never took a glance at me. If the place you grew up in never even approved of your appearance, could you still call it your home? If the people who live together with you hated you so much, would you still consider them as family?
Sometimes it occurred to me that maybe I was just born to be abandoned.
I had always been the shame of my family, because I hadn't got a wolf. Most people would develop their wolves at the young age of 14, but I was 20 and I had never developed my wolf.
However, I never wanted to give up. For so many years, I endured Ann and Thana's day-to-day taunts and put up with my father's ignorance. I prayed to the Moon Goddes, believing that she was bound to help me out, that she could help me develop my wolf, and that I will be find my mate, and he will love me, protect me, heal my wound and never leave me.
Then the night which totally changed my life came…
I could still remember the whole patch of lavender flowers, and the rich floral scent made me feel relaxed and happy. The gentle moonlight that casted on me seemed like my lover's eyes.
I called Thana over and over again, and anxiety was about to eat me up.
Early on that day, Thana told me that father would train me in the woods, so she dropped me off in the woods and said that our father was waiting there.
I was very happy. Previously, father disgusted me and would never let me participate in any training or run in the pack. Besides, I had endless housework every day that were appointed by Thana and my stepmother. Although sometimes I found that Thana was out for training, I never knew the exact location where they trained. Now, I've become a complete Omega, and maybe my father regretted about ignoring me, so he finally came up with the idea of training me. This could be my opportunity, I told myself.
And before I could even react, Thana was gone.
I called her countless times, and at last Thana finally picked up the phone.
"Where are you? Where is my daddy? Why did you lie to me?" I was furious.
Her laughter came into my ears: "My silly sister, do you really think that daddy would waste his time and train you, an Omega?" She laughed even more exaggeratedly, "I just thought it was fun to tease you! "
Tease me? I just couldn't believe it. It's far from the packhouse, and she drove me here just to make fun of me? And she knew that I didn't have a wolf at all, so I couldn't even get back home without the superpower of a wolf.
Just when I was in a daze, I heard a low roar from the lavender garden nearby. It sounded miserable, so I approached cautiously: "Who's there? Are you okay?"
Suddenly, a big hand wrapped around my lower back, and I fell into the fragrant flowers out of control. What was going on? I wanted to run away, but he was too strong, and when I realized the aura emanating from him, I shivered. That was - an alpha aura! He was a mighty wolf, an alpha! "Please…" I'm just an Omega without a wolf, how could I resist an alpha?
His arms clung to me like steel, and he was so close behind me. His cheek was against my neck, and I could feel his fiery breath. His lips brushed against my earlobe, and I heard him growl in a low voice: "My mate…my Luna…"
Wait, no! It couldn't be! it's impossible! I didn't even have a wolf.
"I'm not…I'm not your mate…" I tried to wake him up, but fear made my words sounded like pieces.
Suddenly, his hand forced my head toward him, and just as I tried to see his face, his lips covered mine. I felt so nervous, and a strong smell of alcohol mixed with a hint of mint filled my mouth. His kiss was hot and rough, which made me nearly can't breathe. Yet another hand gently caressed my back, as if to comfort me.
"Sorry, I know I'm not supposed to do this to you, it's my fault…" I could feel him trying to hold back as he paused abruptly after touching my sensitive skin, his trembling growl showing his pain.
"Elias, don't do this to me, I can't…can't be controlled by this stupid bond!"
Elias, was that his wolf? Was it his wolf that he talking to?
"I can't do this to a poor woman!" Hope was rising in my heart when I heard his words. But still, I saw his glittering golden eyes - those are his wolf eyes?
"Sorry," his big hand caressed my body again, "I'll be gentle!" His magnetic voice echoed in my ear, and his lips nibbled at the tip of my ear, making me shudder of scare.
I'd say no, he didn't look like the kind of alpha wolf who doesn't care what other wolves want, but soon, a strange feeling enveloped me.
I could smell a strange scent on him, that scent made me feel safe and sound. I couldn't resist his kiss and touch…. He was a total stranger, but I felt like I had known him well since early times….
His caresses gradually became less gentle, and I could hear his moans. My body was trembling with his touch. Desire occupied my brain; I knew that I was going to lose control.
His hands were groping further, I didn't stop him, I didn't want to…
If he was my Mr.right, then I wanted to hold him tightly, and I wanted to fall into this deep, destiny love…
By then, I didn't even know what happened that night, which made my miserable life come to a tipping point.